now in school again.. every friday come computer lab. yeah always look forward to fridays e best.. have study room, teenz worship, fellowship, can go com lab.whaha..i alwys got so much to post. no time to type. =p i am always thinking when i'm doing nothing. i think and wonder about lots of stuff..i wonder, issn't our whole life so free.. when you're not busy somewhere..when you're traveling what are you doing? i mean.. that's LOTS of free time leh..i've found the joy of talking to God.. when i'm traveling.. and when i'm not, i'll be thinking.. thinking about lots of stuff..how about you? what do you do when you are not busy?

school life
now friends got some problem... always at loggerheads with each other.. but i needa trust God to work a way out..=p friends always mean alot to us in life..issnt' it true? friends are those who are with us when we are up and down..with us through thick and thin..those are true friends and it's hard to find a true friend.

spiritual life
been though lots these few days.. sometimes i wonder, how can God love someone like me..oh yes, He can..cos His love is just so great..When to watch super size me last nire with my father, mum and bro.. saw this quote.." Behind every great love is a great story" how true..Behind Jesus' great love for us is a great story..

i've always sin against God.. going against Him.. but i know i can still go back to Him.. He's loving arms are out.. waiting for me to go back to Him..i need to go back..there's this place in my heart which He can fill with peace and joy...God is Good and we can always go back to Him.. Thank God for that..

how about you today? are you feeling far from God? don't base on your feelings..base it upon a fact that God is always with you..and you can go back to Him =)

this few days like quite busy like tat.. then Yesterday got a shock...suddenly the sports schools pple call me.. wah. then i stress..ask God what to do if i really got in..talked to my mum, i told her if only had such a boarding school but Bible on then would be great. then i said i don't like running.. then she said this which i would always remember...God has given you a gift of running, it's not that you don't like running..it's only that you love God more.. You can be a champion for God. that struck me, You can be a champion for God in whatever you do.. she said for me how to make sure that i don't put running b4 God is that i must depend on God for running.. not i depend on myself..hey reader, you can be a champion for God in whatever you do..=) put your heart to it..

Tuesday
today went to church.was in the office with Lilis doing my work..cos i thought go today to do the Link.. in the end is do tomorrow.. so i guess i may be going tomorrow too..then finish hw so free so i go and look at the books on the book shelf..Read a book about prayer.. lent quite alot of truths from there..

muhahaah.. tomorrow going to eat pizza hut with my bro sis and mum.. eating with aunt cherry choi and her 2 children..*sobz* they leaving for GOOD to Korea this Friday nite.. don't think i'll ever see them again..

now in school..haha i think i every Friday would be able to come to Computer lab..pls pray for me, got a freind sitting next to me. we are very good friends, but this past few days , she has been preety moody, and angry easily.. dunno how.. i don't wnat to be nice in my own strenght.. I need You God. It's hard at times...Lord, i need You..

also don't think i can go for founder's day dinner unless God makes a way. pretty sad too if can't go, cos last year with all my friends..God, i take You at Your word..your promises..Do what is Your will..help me not to doubt You.

Today had a good day..learnt some truths too.. i'm just gettin more excited about reading the Bible!
 
Past few days haven't been able to post, cos had 1 weeks hw to chatch up with..
 
i'll end with this, yesterday, i was just wondering, what does it mean to delight yourself in the Lord? many pple always say that..but what does it really mean?
 
so i happened to open the Life Application Bible and found this: To delight in someone means to experience great pleasure and joy in his or her presence. This happens only when we know that person well. Thus, to delight in the Lord, we must know Him better. Knowledge of His great love will indeed give us delight. =)
 
 
Psalms 37:4-5
4  Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.5  Commit thy way unto the LORD; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.

haha. it's been a long time since i've posted.it's sure been a long aNd tiring week. I just can't stop thanking God. and i don't wanna stop. He's been so real in my life, today and for the past few days. I've always learnt truths like "Give Thanks for everything" "trust God" but have i really put in into practice? no. but thank God i have been able to, these few days. I'll start off with today,

while warming up today..my feelings were playing with me again. telling me i couldn't run this race. I got real discouraged. and i wasn't trusting God. I tried so hard in my own strength to cheer myself up, but it was of no use. I was weak, and i STILL AM weak and i will always be weak if i don't trust God. truth #1, I can't do it on my own strength. I am weak. finally i gave up, commited myself to God. but as the race got nearer, i still was afraid. the miracle part was that as i was running, i gave up..i gave up. i told myself. Melody, you're weak, you're really weak. so i just gave my all in the last 100m..amazing i came in 5th out of 8 schools.(This was for 4x400m) I almost cried. I thought i made the whole team loose. my friend was crying so i told her to stop, we all tried out best. But this is the amazing part, i heard, " I don't care you all are disqualified! Our officals saw you" So we found out that the 4th school got disqualified!ha..we were ao happy! jumping up and down and screaming..hee hee truely this is such a miricle..cos 4th got trophy mah..but 5th don't have..whahaha..truth #2 in everything give thanks. never cease to thank God for all things. remember, all things work for good to them that love God...haha..so after this i really couldn't stop thanking God. God is really so REAL..and i just can't stop prasing Him. I thank You God for working in my life, showing me some areas in my life which i need to surrender to You. May this be a turning point in life which i will never forget. May this be a start of a new spark in me..a new desire for You. a new passion for You. i love You Lord. Amen..

i like this song, Grace..today in church talked with anne for awhile..missed that fellowship we used to have =p goanna be running 4x400m tomorrow morning so i guess must sleep early tonight.
I enjoyed today's m3 class alot. haha learning about netcasters..

this week i'll be super busy..Pls pray for me
--> Friday morning hee hee can skip sch.. Track national..heats
--> Saturday chinese prelims oral.
--> Monday morning hee hee can skip sch.. Track national..heats
--> Tuesday morning and afteroon hee hee can skip sch.. Track national..heats

this will sure be a long week ahead.

just put in the song as the deer..haha. oh ya. today prayer learnt that we pray not to please men but to spend time to talk to God and to just enjoy His presence..

when to watch spiderman just now. i guess it was quite okay..
today learnt that Prayer is very very impt..i i also "discovered" something..actually not really discovered.cos i knew it long time ago. ya. i wonder, what do we actually do in our free time..like when we are not with friends..on our way home..on the bus.and just now i used this time to talk to God.it was quite an enjoyable time. heehee..you should try it too!

this will be my last post for today..probaly find a nice song next time..i really have to say this..i can't hold it back any longer..when pple ask me what i want to be when i grow up, i always sae i dunno.but in actual fact, i know. I want to be a missonary when i grow up. don't know whether it's God's will..but i have a burden for..
China..Chinese is so hard to learn..many pple say. but if you really have a heart for the many lost souls out there..Chinese wouldn't be much of a problem..
Philipines..Though i've not been there..I hear lots on how God's working there..
Camboida..It's a place i don't know a single fact about but..yeah. i just have a burden for it..
Since young , this desire has grown in my heart..God's will for my life? I don't know yet...

It's sad to say, as i was on the bus going home yesterday, i hear vulgar words being used so losely. When i was in coronation, i culd see the empty look in their eyes. will no one tell them the good news?

Another song which is meaningful:

People Need The Lord

Everyday they pass me by,
I can see it in their eyes;
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where.
On they go through private plain,
Living fear to fear.
Laughter hides their silent cries,
Only Jesus hears.

People need the Lord.
People need the Lord.
At the end of broken dreams,
He's the open door.
People need the Lord.
People need the Lord.
When will we realise
People need the Lord.


a meaningful yet true song."People need the Lord, but when will we realise it?"

Maybe set yourself a goal today..to share the gospel with at least one person by the end of the year? to lead one soul to Christ?

what i learnt from Romans 1:16-17

The just shall live by faith

Just wanna share a song which i like a lot and find it very meaningful to me.

Grace

Lord as I seek Your guidence for the day,
I find my thoughts unyielding confusion crowds my way.
But then when I bow to You,
the challenges You guide me through,
Your promises are evernew I claim them for today

Chorus:
Your will cannot lead me where Your grace will not keep me
Your hand will protect me,
I rest in your care
Your eyes will watch over me,
Your love will forgive me,
and when I am faltering,
i still will find You there

Each new day's design is draughted by Your hand,
and graceously revealed as I seek Your master plan.
keep my footstepes faithful,
When from You i go
Return me to the joy that Your blessings can bestow

hehe. don't know what to post. have been feeling tired this few days, had training on tue, Wed and Thurs. so now doing powerpoint for Health ed.