just woke up from afternoon nap.haha but b4 i slept something very interesting happened which would change my purpose of living and who i am living for.

Ian passed me a book entitled "The Judgement seat of Christ" and inside had the experience (or more like a vision)of General Willam Booth.anyway, His vision of Heaven and seeing God was really something that spoke to my heart. his experiences not even in Heaven but only on the outer court of Heaven. His vison can't really be read then told to another person. You have to read it yourself then the ture story and the greatness you will know.

He described heaven and he even laied flat on the ground when he was in front of God.As i was reading, I asked myself some questions, Melody, Who are you living for today? Melody, Have you been doing your part and sharing with others the good news?

I was sad. how were i to answer these questions. and so i decided from today onwards it's god i'm living for.

Sometimes, i feel that we lose that sense of awe and Greatness of God. we take God so lightly.

How about you today, Who are you living for today? Have you been doing your part and sharing with others the good news?

long time since i've updated.

Thursday
Went to Sherlyn's birthday party.Celebrated at downtown East.Had lots of fun at Escape Theme Park.just love the indoor roller-coaster.haha. sat it for like 4 times.

Friday
which was yesterday, was th movie night. Glad to see teenz bringing Friends..Keep it up! Great job!
Josh, thanks for organising the Prayer meeting. Was such a fruitful time and enjoyable one.

today
this morining had devotions. just wanna share one thing that i learnt. Psalm 8..A very impt. thing. that no matter what happens, God almighty is in control. and that is all that matters.

Kae. said alot. Really wanna tell all the teenz who have put in such hard effort of the movie nite that God sees and He rewardes.

Thanks to all the teenz leaders too. and Most importantly THANK GOD who helped us through this movie night. Thank You God. =]

heeX.the movie nights coming nearer and nearer.So how's the inviting? Press on kae? God will work..Though there may be many rejections..Just keep asking..don't give up.

Psalms 37:4 Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.

last nite couldn't sleep. just couldn't.so i was tosssing and turning in bed.I was threalised i couldn't fake it any more, this kind of thing cannot be fake..it has to be a real relationship with God. it has to be real prayer..it has to be real worship from the heart! inking about my Spiritual life..my prayer life..my fellowship with God. I started to sort of cry, tremble..and ya i just felt God's presence. i got out my journal and started writing out a prayer to God.. Sincerly from the bottom of my heart. God's presence is just something unexplainable. but it was just for awhile. and then it's gone..so i made a new commitment to God to start new with Him =)

how about your life today? are you finding everything a bore? you can always re-commit your life to God today..(",)

a tot for the day: No sin is great enough to drain dry the ocean of God`s grace.

today had a wonderful day in JB shop until like crazy. but thank God it was safe. at least i was able to communicate with the Holy Spirit a bit more. =)

A thot for da day: Safety is not found in the absence of danger but in the presence of God.

i decided to start again and anew for my blog. Now, i wanna post all things to glorify God. Sorry if i've been complaning alot..Wanna stop complaning and start encouraging.

Yeah! tomorrow i'm going JB. pls pray for a safe journy for family and Amanda. Yeah! Amanda is coming over to my house to stay for this week..